Keep Calm and Pray

Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:6-7)

Worry is a part of human nature ever since human understands the concept of "wants" and "needs". . If you don't get worried, it doesn't mean that you are holy and closer to God and those who gets worried will be burn forever in hell. No! Worrying is a tool for us to be firm on what we believe in. When we accept that we are worried and surrender it everything to the Lord, that's where the Lord starts to move in our lives. Worry will be here and forvere will be a door away from us. It reminds us that we are still human and often than not human-nature strikes more than you expect. And to learn to accept the consequences of our decisions will give us peace is more important. 

I think that everybody made a wrong or bad decision. Everybody does. And sometimes people are afraid to make a decision because it might turn out wrong and society will mock and despise them. NOT MAKING A DECISON IS A WORST DECISION OF ALL. 

I am in the middle of "I-need-to-make-decision-NOW" moment and still I havent heard anything from the Lord. I know He will not show in burning bushes and talk to me and tell me to go right instead of left but I need a confirmation and I am so scared to make any decision. It affects everything, my performance in school and ministry, personal life and I loose weight. Then, I just realized that the decision is mine. The Lord gives the desire of my heart, a decision to make. What's in it? My truly heartbeat. And yes, I am afraid to take one of it because I know eyes are on me. What should I do? What are the effects of my wrong or bad decsion? One word: PEACE. No matter what my decision will take me. I will pray for it and have peace on it. What's important right now is to give thanks on everything and have true peace on heart.

I thank God for 30+ hours safe travelling. I thank God for my family. I love them so much! I thank God for my friends, who never stops praying and trying to understand my frickle-minded attitude. I thank God for Denmark, my second home. And I thank God for the wonderful and adventurous life that I have right now. Lord, you know my heartbeat..:)