Every year, I always have this year-end special. Reminiscing the past, analysing the present and planning the future. But when 2012 came, I realized that all that of these are gone. The old Urania that full of hopes, dreams and expectation is gone. I don’t why and how these things happened. But I will try my very best to do it again.

Last year, I have the following goals:

1. Soar Higher from strength to strength

- Definitely, I soar higher with my ministry. I became the MIS head and CAN member. I found strength in what I do. I put my faith on Him.

2. Debt-free

- Actually, I did but again another sem came and I still need support.

3. Miscellaneous for School and Apartment

- If you will ask me how I survived this last year in the school. I don’t know also. I have all the software. I have all the material without buying it. I am also blessed that I have home. Real home here in Denmark. Thank you, Ate Rozvi

4. Permanent work

- This is in my list for 3 years and I will not get tired and weary to include this again! And Pray Harder!

5. Scholarship

- Also, pray harder!

6. Get my brothers

- Not now, not this year. I tasted the real life here and I realized that I am not ready yet

7. Vacation to the Philippines

- Yes! I had a blast! But still missing them.

When the old year and the new met, I am not comfortable with my situation. I am really satisfied of what I have. Am I too materialistic? Am I to expecting too much? I don’t know. I am confused and worried. Am I too paranoid? Am I too arrogant? Nobody knows!

BUT, I’m still keeping my faith! I will! I will always be!

The LORD confides in those who fear him;
he makes his covenant known to them. (Psalm 24:14)

1. Pray Harder!

I lack prayer time. I am guilty with this. Prayer time and devotion time. Less computer, more books.

2. Debt-free

Again, for Beng and Ate Roslyn, I want to finish my course without any hassle.

3. Finish my study

I’ll graduate this year. I want to finish it. I want to accomplish something. FOR ONCE!

4. Get a work

I pray next year, I will not write this one again

5. Business

The business with Bryan excites me. I feel it has potential. I want to pursue it.

6. Travel

I want to go to warmer country. Beach, small town, nice view, great night life.

I thank God for the last year and I am looking forward to another bright year.