THIS IT!

Matagal ko na ding hindi nasasabi to: "THIS IT!"

I came to Denmark last May 2009, after almost 2 years and 10months, ang daming nangyari at ang daming nagbago (for good) sa akin. Now, I'm nearly ending my visa sa April 14, 2012 to be exact. Although, my course will end next year January 2013 but they only gave my until April. I tried to file an extension, they don't have any decision yet and I am staying positive but I want to make sure that everything will be fine if I need to leave (typical me!). Grace exit.

First and foremost, I need to get a job! Anywhere. Philippines, Singapore or Qatar. I can't imagine myself just sit and wait for the guava fruit to fall. Suicide un para sa akin. I hate to quit again in school. Hindi ko na naman siya natapos. Ayokong sanayin ang sarili ko na magaling lang sa simula hindi kayang tapusin. Pero i don't have any choice.

I'm trying to minimize my planned schedule until April. Ayokong mabitin ang mga plans because of me. I will train people and hand over all my "work" to people. I am still doing my daily work/routine. Nothing change, it's just I am planning it carefully.

Looking for cheap ticket, if needed. I want to go home first before I'll start another chapter of this Miss.Adventure. Keeping my faith burning that everything will be fine. Letting my inner "business-minded" spirit burning.

I am afraid because I am not afraid of my situation. I am worried that I am relax and calm. This is not me. I don't know how to explain it but I am easily letting go all things. Holding on to nothing and letting go of everything.

Nothing's permanent and nothing's definite. Still, it is His final decision.