I was in the middle of thought. Thinking if I can make it here in Denmark as a student. The expenses are really high and the first tuition fee needs a lot of discipline from my side. I am also thinking that this might be a sudden decision (again) for me. But while doing chores after dinner, God impressed me what He did when I decided to go to law School. I also had nothing by faith to Him and trust to myself that I can do it. And by His grace I manage do reached until 3rd year. It is His miracle. My tuition fee was above of my salary but I never lack of anything hence It was more than enough for me and for my family. But my question are, why I didnt finish it? Is it really not for me? Why He let me to reach until 3rd and then suddenly I stopped. He answered me back, 'It was your decision to stop and go to another country because of a man.' I am really stupid! I know and it is a shame! I let go of my dream and put them into trash because of a single person and now I am doubting Him if I am called to stay and study here.
I am still praying for the light to guide me. This is a huge decision. And I know He will talk to me in every ways and circumstances. He is still my God. He was my faithful God when I was in Law school, when I gone through my lowest point of life and He is still until now.
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