Ganito ba talaga pag malapit ka ng mgbirthday? Instead of looking forward that day and be excited, I feel sad and lonely and I dont know why. I feel helpless and ignored and I dont know where it is coming. Yes, happiness is a choice! but i dont know what is happening to me. Is it really a birthday syndrome or it is just i a paranoid again?
Well, its my first bday away..as in miles away. What will happen on that day I dont know. I have no plans. But for sure, I dont want to be alone. However, I have no body to be with. And I dont have money to treat them all. So I decided to spend it alone. Hirap nun wala ka ng friends, wala ka pang pera. Wait..wait..I have plan how to spend my day. Work! Working on a video and..i dont know the rest. Oh well, isang araw lng naman un. Hindi dapat pagisipan ng masyado. But I want to spend it to be special. Cguro hindi pa ngayon kasi wala pakong special someone. Un ang mas masaklap. Mag-isa, walang pera at walang special someone. Oh, well..that's life! I just have to thanks that all of these things are happening. In the future, I know how to give value on the things that I dont have. Smile. Be happy.
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