Keep on moving!

Sometimes, we come across a situation thinking that it would hurt or shattered our life. But if you know by heart and have faith that you conquered everything and moved on and you keep going on in your life. This situation will only prove that you are on the right track. Another season is coming, it only means that something has to end and something must begin. Transition is not easy. It feel uneasy, uncomfortable and sometimes tears flow unexpectedly. But after that, the fragrance of a rose will bloom and will fill your ambiance with sweetness and gladness.
And we should keep moving.

As the snow melts and become waters. Keep moving.
As the waters become part of the soil and dry. Keep moving.
As the soil cultivate a rose and bloom its beauty. Keep moving.
As the rose withered, lost its magnificence and return to the soil. Keep moving.
As the soil covers the icy snow again and bring coldness. Keep moving.
And as these goes round and round. Keep moving.

Let the snowflakes touches your bare hand.
Let the your eyes see the blooming field.
Let the sun burn your skin.
Let the wind blow your hair.
And keep moving!

>>>28 February 2010
10:04pm

Ang pagbabalik..

Ang tagal ko ng hindi nakapg-blog. Hindi dahil sa walang time at busy ako. Hindi ko lang tlga alam kung pano kun isusulat lahat ng nararamdaman ko. Nawala un spark at excitement para magsulat. Pero heto na..bumalik na ulit. Ang pagbabalik...San ko ba uumpisahan..

May isang araw na ”Im pissed off”..yeah..naiinis ako sobra. Parang nagamit ako. Nagamit ang pgkababae ko..ang pinakamahinang part eng buhay ko. Parang hawak nya ang kryptonite at wala nkong magawa kundi sumunod lng. Pero dahil matigas ang ulo ko. Hindi ako sumunod at pinagsabi ko pa. Hanep din ako noh..yun lng pala kapatapat ng kryptonite..tsismis! Well, ginawa ko lang un para maibsan ung inis ko. Ayokong magtani ng galit o lung ano pa man. Kaya heto..ok nko..khit isang sakong kryptonite pa ang hawak nya.. Sorry..wa-epek na..

May isang araw din na ”nangarap nanaman ako ng gising”. May mga sekreto tau sa buhay na kun pede nga lang ay ibaon na lng sa limot un at matuto na lang. May mali! Oo may mali! At ako un. Sympre matigas nanaman ang ulo ko. Kaya ngyon kahit mahirap at masakit. Tigil na..Ayawan na. Nasaktan nanaman ulit e.

I received a txt message from Mama bigla na lang akong napaiyak. Namiss ko cya. Kahit ganun un. Hindi ko masabing nammiss ko na cla ayokong magalala cla. Sabi ko hindi ako iiyak, hndi ako malulungkot para sa knila..tuloy ang buhay!